setting someone free, to sort things out, to see if they come back... it's taking me all over the place.
god, i miss you. this is hard scary right freeing nerve wracking frustrating peaceful, at times SUCKY! right now this.sucks.tits. :( .what.a.JOURNEY.this has been. anything this intense must have an equal amount of goodness when it's all over, right? cause even if the outcome is not one i *wanted*, i'll come out of this stronger, and that's a really.good.thing. right? gah. i hope so. <3 universe.